Creating a power point presentation???

I was committed that I will do everything possible to create it on my own. I knew that will take me a lot of time but..."no matter what". First I learned that there are different Power Points and with some consulting with a friend of mine, I opened an E-mail account with G-mail, so I can use their structure for power point presentations. After I was basically instructed, I started page by page to insert, design and edit the presentation. We had a lot of material as text as well as images. I felt overwhelmed and it started to take a lot more time that, I was intending. I felt heavy responsibility for the whole group and more then that my strong self judgment on visual appearance. It took me almost 3 weeks working on it every night, just because I was unexperienced , but I must expressed that I was taken by it...to get somewhere as a final presence. This is very opposite way of where I am in my creative expression. When in the art academic word, where things had to be done, all technics and tricks about realistic way of creating, loosing my undiscovered authentic expression. After years of conceptual art, I changed the direction in experiencing deeper, mainly learning how to calm down the mind and to allow images to appear. I felt it was a new pathway I was walking realizing totally unseen by me before portability of creativity/art. I belief that was the moment when I starting to become conscious about the healing power of art, even though I have experienced it when I was a child.